the lovers are losing.

its like catching lightning, the chances of finding someone like you! :) what we have is worth fighting for.

After grad night, we had post party. So fun we played risk and poker until the sun rise. I said i would break win's record of 42 hours but i couldnt survive for more than 26 hours. It was super funny cause we kept talking about losing car keys *coughs*. And pun was being racist as usual. LOL! Though he was nice enough to split his fake money with me during poker.

at poker
Me: eh, split money with me eh. I got no money lah.
Pun: okok.
Win: wah, you two divorce arh.
Me: -looks at pun- even though we're divorced, i'll always...
Win: -continues- *coughs*...love you...

at risk
Me: eh, I'm dying. Pun, send your troops to help me leh.
Pun: EH SHUDDUP LAHHH, I CANNOT EVEN SAVE MYSELF HOW TO SAVE YOU.

Me: I WILL RULE THAILAND!
Win: No, I will rule thailand. its my homeland there is where i belong.
Me: I'll fight you!
Win: come ah!
Me: to death!

in the end, i have the lowest amount of territory. -.- and every time pun rolls the dices in zuhairi's brownie box, he gets a damn high number! lol, so weng was like suspecting something is wrong with the box and then win crushed the box. I tried rolling on the box and it didnt work anymore.

hold these precious memories close
don't ever let go.
so stop flashing your cameras,
let us just enjoy this moment.
wait no longer,
cause our time is getting shorter.

the 6 liner specially dedicated to special people like the 24 gang (win and dew the combo set, shalyn thong, sara) , MR LEEEEEEEE, my first secondary school friend Joanne, Vinodini D/O Pandian, Rui Xue, Seow seow, Miss GAO ning, Meiyoke, Hua qiang, Despo club (Ryan, Junkai, Steffi), Orange club and also not forgetting LS club, 2046 (a very important number), council excos (sec3 and sec4) and 4/2(though we have our differences). AND MR PUN.(SORRY FORGOT ABOUT YOU, REMEMBER MY PRESENT!)

Secondary school was the most fun I ever had. Dont be afraid, each of you have a place in my heart this shows how big my heart is. :DDDDD I'll miss you guys.
I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!! -HYPERVENTILATES-

On love, hurt and regrets

This life, you have loved and been loved, hurt and been hurt. Many a time you would go,'if i could turn back time.' And regret the things you have done. But sometimes memories of these hurt and love can be so distant, you can't seem to remember them. Thats the worst part.

To run endlessly...

I need to run to some place, somewhere I could be free. With each running step, I gain speed and power. Adrenalin surging, perspiration trickling, deep breathing and lactic acid build-up. I like the feeling of running so hard that you cant feel your legs anymore.

Cute cute! Someone made my day :D

socratic method and liar paradox

an excerpt from my diary. thought it might be interesting to put it up somewhere. (Go ahead, wonder about what i write in there.)


okay, so exams send me straight into a cardiac arrest.

It is a pleasure and honor to write endlessly without cares of this world. And yes, without teachers breathing on your neck for grammatical errors. It would actually be interesting to do literature on House. There is so much to write about the character House and Wilson and the relationship between them. I know I have been going on and on about how great House is and you should worship at his feet and all but he always makes sense. For example....

"I'm sure this goes against everything you've been taught, but right and wrong do exist. Just because you don't know what the right answer is - maybe there's even no way you could know what the right answer is - doesn't make your answer right or even okay. It's much simpler than that. It's just plain wrong."

Walking along orchard road with one side of my ear being blasted with music from my silver ipod classic while the other eavesdropping to others' conversation punctuated with the 'lah's, the 'leh's and the 'lorh's. The sudden realization struck me. We, children, live in a bubble. Shield from the world. And even if you do realize that Lehman Brothers' have already collapsed, what are the chances that it has direct implication on us? Because all that is instructed and expected of us is to study. So to hell with the presidential elections and plunging market. (whatever)

There's something about art so enticing.

the poolside rendezvous

you're my raison d'être.

Teevee has trash. Seems like american drama appeal to me better. This is one of the many days I wish that I could be a writer. But house is really really good! I love hugh laurie... He's so funny.

"We've got a problem. This guy only has half the brain."

"What I am is not what you want but what you need. I'm damaged." -House to Cameron

a tribute to my gay bfffffffffffffffffffffffffff!

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xiexie (see, chinese. I'm like an expert at it) for everything!

And I'm very happy! :D

Timo Cruz: Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.