Ah, I want to have a secret diary in a secret annexe of my house. So when it gets published, I would be famous like Anne Frank. Probability? 0. Z-E-R-O. I mentioned it to my friend. And he say 'why do you want to be like Anne Frank? I mean, she only got famous after she died. You want to be famous after you die?'

Only a certain someone makes my heart palpitate against my sternum. -.-

My giving in doesnt mean I dont mind.

thank you bestfriend, for always being there.

And also kudos to Mr. concentrated crap. (:

A new hope?

Wow. The star wars title really suits this scenario.

Everyone at one point or another will feel hopelessness. I am not an exception. I too feel a struggle within me for hope. Dilemma between giving up and hoping. Theres an internal struggle for hope. I want to keep holding on to that hope. 'O' levels dont seem so far away now. Just in a few months, matter of weeks actually. I will just keep hoping and just keep holding.

And we often base our self worth on academics but we often fail to realised that we are worth more than just that.

I hate it how vulnerable humans are. But thats just how they are.

Piracy? NOT. [/EDIT]

Well, I had nothing to do so i decided to look at ben's blog. Look what I've found! If only I can do a film as good as that.


below is a series of brief and funny conversations (if you get what i mean, haha)

Me: Rukku, you stay at Pasir ris right?
Rukku: No, i stay in tampines...
Me: But you got this pasir ris look.
Rukku: Tampines rocks! Got safra, -goes on elaborating other examples of what tampines have and what pasir ris doesnt- and it also got MRT!
Me: err... Pasir ris also got mrt... -.-

Me: I dont know why I see your face, like buay song(not happy) like that.
Nikki: why?
Me: I dont know.
Me: I think if i irritate you, I will feel better. -Sings umbrella-

-teacher talks in class-
Me: What is tapered pants arh?
Andrew: -stands up and folds his pants to show me how tapered pants look like-
Me: If people who got fat thighs wear not nice leh.
Andrew: Of course lah, only sexy legs like mine deserve to wear tapered pants.

Me: -talks to some korean girl-
Miss Wong: xinyi, go back to yours seat.
Me: But i need to socialise with my counterparts! -returns to seat-
Miss Wong: You can do that after class.
Me: Eh win, want to socialise with me after class?
Win: Err... cannot leh. My house on fire.

Me: Eh, dew! Why you never go for team bonding? I call your mother arh!
Dew: Cannot! My house no phone. I live in the rural area.
Me: Huh? Then how you get your scholarship?
Dew: From my village lucky draw!

Me: So where is Laos? Is it a country?
Dew: Nonono, its in Singapore
Me: Lame lah. Is it part of thailand?
Laos guy: -googles world map and shows it to me-
Dew: Okay, so I stay here. -points to bangkok-
Me: I thought you stay in a rural area?
Dew: Oh yarh. I forgot.

Ryan: Eh, male version of bitch is butch.
Me: Really? I didnt know that.
Ryan: NO LAH! -laughs- You sounded innocent.
Meiyoke: Ohhh... Xinyi... I didnt know you were innocent.
Ryan: That's why i said 'sounded'

Vlog services will temporarily stop until further notice

Ahaha, yeah. Inferring from the title, I would stop production for quite some time. But but but! Win, dew and I are gonna start thinking of an idea for sdma and if we can start sooner rather than later than we would. I dont know if its just gonna be three of us, cause it seems like its only gonna be 3 of us with shalyn gone and all. I'm hoping that we can do one more short film but seems like time is always running out.

All of us can be rock stars.

'Rubbish'
'What? You said that I am talking rubbish?'
'No I say I was talking rubbish.'
'I'm glad you know that. You need me to bring the dustbin here for you?'
'Oh, dont need. I am talking to one right now.'

Oh damn, win had outsmart me. ahaha

Due to unforeseen circumstances...

I regret to inform you that due to unforeseen circumstances, video of 'Guide to surviving TMS' would not be put online or any sort. Any direct replica should be reported immediately. I apologise for any inconvenience.

I'll just put it here to entertain you when there's no video. Dedicated to shalyn. Who is flying off in less than 24 hours time. I'll miss your smile. 'You just gotta tell yourself its better this way'



Sha-la-la-la-la, sha-la-la-la-la
You used to call me your Angel
Said I was sent straight down from Heaven
And You'd hold me close in your arms
I loved the way you felt so strong
I never wanted you to leave
I wanted you to stay here holdin me

I miss you
I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear every once in any while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you
Sha-la-la-la-la
I miss you

You used to call me your dreamer
And now I'm livin' out my dream
Oh, how I wish you could see
Everything that's happenin' for me
I'm thinkin' back on the past
It's true the time is flyin' by too fast

I miss you
I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear every once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to knowI miss you
Sha-la-la-la-la-
I miss you

I know you're in a better place, yeah
But I wish that I could see your face, oh
I know you're where you need to be
Even though it's not here with me

I miss you
I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear every once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know

I miss you
Sha-la-la-la-la-la
I miss you
I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear every once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you
Sha-la-la-la-la-la
I miss you

[/edit] more photos below

let's see serpia!

And sometimes I feel hurt by what you say, and thats only because you're my best friend.

Check this out. Got this from ben's blog. Pretty cool. 212 degrees. http://www.nc212movie.com/